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Oh dear God... I haven't posted a journal in seven months... ~legaspplz (https://www.deviantart.com/legaspplz) But I am here to tell you now that I AM ALIVE! :party: And, as such, I will be doing a lot more writing. Awesome! :eager: I'm starting a new little story about the life of Vincent van Gogh - super excited. I'm thinking of doing it as a sort of choose-your-own-adventure reader-oriented type thing! :) That should be super fun.  Anyways, that's about it! Love you all :heart: ~ Jake xx :iconbrohugplz: P.S. I now have tumblr! http://jackofhearts11.tumblr.com/ Follow me and I'll follow you back! :blowkiss:

So, I'm gonna be away for the next two weeks :) Also, I've decided that I'm gonna stop putting my project stuff up on here... I'm just going to be doing it as a series of vlogs instead. So, ttfn ;) Love you all :huggle:

This journal won't be about the project, so read it if you want. I just feel angry. All the time. And I don't know where the anger comes from, or what it's created by, but wherever I go I feel like there's a lion inside my chest that I just have to let out. If I'm on the street I'll rip pieces of bark and dead leaves off of trees and break them up, then throw them away. I hit stuff with sticks. I throw screwdrivers around in my backyard. I scratch my arms with my fingernails and sometimes I pull out my hair. I just need stuff to destroy and break. I stab chopping boards with knives and I snap pencils and paintbrushes. If there was a cup